Monday, August 9, 2010

Note To Self


You’re happy. You’re not judgmental. You don’t bitch, you don’t judge. You sit down and judge people. You strip them down. You think hard. This, that, what. Your thoughts become a documentary. You give them names. A is a pessimist. B is a sycophant. There is something fishy about C. D irritates you. E is an ignorant selfish fool. Hey! Rewind! I owe E. Thoughts cross the mind. Mind crosses the thoughts. E is an ignorant selfish fool. Hah! F is awesome. Forward! Why did F do that? I hate F. F is awesome. It’s all indelible. Black ink. The ink was the expectation? I look awesome. Hey, you look weird! Shoo! I look awesome (Shit, I look weird?). That dude there is hot. I’m not staring at the hot guy. Dude, see that guy? Oh, that one? he’s OK. I hate when people call me. Why is nobody calling me? I carry my phone everywhere. Sorry, my phone was in the other room. Shit, am I busy? I have nothing to do. I don’t have the time. What do I do with this time? I’m funny. God, he’s funny! Don’t laugh. I’m funny. How can you wear that? (Oh. Now that’s comfortable) How can you wear that? (Shit, it looks OK) How can you wear that? I don’t remember your name, :O, I don’t have your number.Ohh yes , I have it.
Stop expecting perfection  every-time

Sealed with a kiss by Nandini!
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2 comments:

anjali singh said...

I've been racking my brain trying to make myself understand that nobody has to be effing perfect.
Including me.
lovvveeeeeeeeeeeeee ya :)

Dr. Baljeet Arya said...

Oh WOW i *love* this! It's so...perfectly written and yet unassuming enough to seem like random thoughts that spin around in all our heads...you've nailed it :)

love you much:)
Dad!