Expectations...and only expectations huh!

A parent expects his/her child to be the most perfect human being in the whole world....
A teacher expects his /her students to excel in all fields...
A husband expects his wife to be the most beautiful and caring
A wife expects her husband to be more generous, kind and more lovable :P

Ahh! I might be wrong ...and the expectations might be different..but don't you think we all expect a lot from others?

Don't you think that is a kind of dependency?

Don't you think life would have been much more easier if we expected less from others?

I have often felt that one of the main reasons of sadness is expecting a lot...

Love..which mysteriously connects two people..gets ruined due to expectations...

~~* A few days ago...one of my friends...did something that left me shocked...I am shocked even now..I Iexpected her to be doing well in studies..but..ahhh!!..that made me realize....I really expected too much..what right do I have..yes I am a friend.. and friends shouldn't have expectations from each other i think.... 
Friendship is the most precious relationship on this Earth..I value it so much....

Expectations do ruin it...yes I've experienced it....

Be happy be cool...do not expect too much even if u r a fool :P hey I rhymed it that on a funny note though :P

Sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

Cellular..oh

Ask my friends what my passion is & invariably they'll say it has something to do with electronics. True. But ask people who know me very very well what my true passion is & they'll say it is throwing away money on mobile phones! True again. I was given my first mobile phone when  i was entering  9th grade about  seven years down the line, it has become a favourite pass time of mine to keep changing mobile phones. Not that wasting money was/is a dream of mine, but somehow, the urge to explore new trends in telephony has gotten the better of me!

I was having a conversation with a friend of mine, when she asked me if I knew how many phones I have owned over the   years. It was an interesting question .but even i didn't know the answer :)
 All those who kept advising me to get myself checked at a psychiatrist's,and  if you think I am completely out of mind with this habit of mine, well, I don't really care :P

Sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

just a thought !!

Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.

 Sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

Sometimes..i feel

Sometimes..life's strange
Sometimes..its better not to show that you care
Sometimes..silence IS golden
Sometimes..you realize that you've realized something far too late and then you can do nothing about it
Sometimes..you realize that you are in love with your best friend :)

Sometimes..you have to hide your feelings,the pain,the agony,the anguish seeing your best friend in so much pain when  all you want is her to be happy.
Sometimes..you cant confess your feelings .
Sometimes..its better not to say anything,put up a smile and watch life going by.
Sometimes..you feel so helpless that it kills you inside..slowly,deeply,incurably.
Sometimes..you can see something  just slipping away from your hand but all you can do about it is stare at it helplessly
Sometimes..you reach a stage in life when you think you've done your share of hard work,you've been the most intelligent and sought after one for the time enough,then you adopt a laid back attitude in life though still not wanting to give away your prestitious position of being a perfectionist,to some one else..and then you feel like a loser..sometimes..most of the times..
Sometimes.. you think all that matters is  you.
Sometimes ..you struggle hard to fight back your tears but all you end up with is more of them
Sometimes..you try hard to put all your thoughts,frustration,sadness,fears,contemplation in a poem but what you come up with is just another cliche',hard to comprehend rambling which does not frustrate you further because you are already too frustrated to give a damn
Sometimes..you really ,badly, want things to be like they used to be..almost perfect
Sometimes..life can be so harsh
Sometimes..you are given no choices, only lectures about being strong and "deal" with it

 Federer- God,its killing me..
I - Me too..

consequently,


Still wild, will always be,Nandini !

If Only We Can

a friend and I were discussing.

why it would have been so easy if we had just taken commerce  because then...we would have not had to study our asses off in school.or college.or later,by the age that we get our degrees in medicine we would have been earning .....a shit load of money which would be greater than a doctor's peak anyday,all the 'cool' and non nerdy  looking are there only :P .....we would have smoked pot by 17...[well  not me.. that is wat my friend was thinking] .we would be wearing low waist jeans and the and other funky stuff , medical students would be cursing our luck on how we manage to earn, have a bf/gf and enjoy life while they dont even have a degree.:P
we wouldnt have been able to crib about anything and everything..we would be in a drunken stupor right now.and on muchloadsofweed.again [NOT ME]:P. we woulnt be cribbing about singleton.we would have said that it rocks,and none of us would have a blog, unless it was ordered to us by our gf/bf. oh!we would have gf/bf to have n to hold :)



but you know. I still wouldnt trade my places with a commerce ppl right now. thats because....
we may crib, but we have our pride(something only med students may understand)
huge self respect. loads of money, someday, hopefully.a future plan. :D

work enjoyment(not applicable to students) emphysema and cirrhosis on a later stage of life.


*this was a work of fiction and of two over tired medical students
*not resembling anyone in reality and not made to make fun of others.

Still wild, will always be,Nandini !

NOTHING !!

Being occupied with doing nothing is what I'm known for!! People wonder how can you do nothing...You know, you can do nothing by just doing N.O.T.H.I.N.G! See, not totally nothing, but doing something which you aren't supposed to be doing at that particular moment is counted as nothing according to me :P Like, if a friend calls up and asks me what all did i study, and if I'v read a book, watched a movie or played 25 games of SUPER SMASH BROTHERS , I'll still say I did nothing! Now if people assume by nothing I meant I was laying around on the couch counting the number of spider webs, its not my mistake! And I'm sick of explaining it to people,really! I'm constantly doing something, but the problem is that my mum going all crazy over me not doing what needs to be done has taught me that I'v been doing nothing! 


Still wild, will always be,Nandini !

R.A.N.D.O.M

Random things are the best to talk about actually! Meaning, for so long I'v been wanting to blog, and then I was without an idea...now that really doesn't help! So ya, I sort of realized that the best thing to talk about is total random stuff...and so here I am, hope I come up with some random stuff...Oh I will!

 

So as u may not know  I suffer from Agyrophobia...Its not as serious as Cancer or TB :) , but yes, it freaks the life out of me! Its basically the fear of crossing roads...sigh! All of my life and haven't been able to cross a single road without going through a minor heart attack and the feeling of being walked across the road by angels :) At such time, believe me, you do wish the 'jetpack'  Must admit, but it is a scene worth laughing at when I'm crossing the road! If I'm all alone,[AND IN WASHINGTON D.C.] you'll see me on the same side of the street for the next half an hour...contemplating wheather to run/hopp/crawl/skip/sprint/fly across the road now or later...I look right, then left, and then again right...then again left, then right, then left, then right, then left and keep doing so to make sure theres no vehicle coming...but the problem is, this left-right business goes on you know and I can't help but stand still while other people cover another 3-4 miles :) I actually even hang up on people I'm talking to, just so that I can get started with my left-right ritual...and then my friends complain for having called back an hour later...who'll explain to them now!! If I'm with someone, it sort of helps, not totally, cause then I'm usually laughed at loud for this weird fear of mine before they grant me a favor by helping me :| Even that varies! People like Joseph and Kelly who'v gotten used to it have the patience and don't mind it if I hold their hands tight, like a child does when with its mummieee!! Anjali pointed out that I hold it tight enough to fracture the hand :| I'm sorry! :( With others, after they'v made a laughing stock out of me, they just DRAG me along, usually I'm half flying into the air, considering the speed at which they run across the road...giving me a heart attack, a major one this time :) You know, I could actually stop dead in my tracks and get these kind of people run over by a car to thank them for all those he-he-ha-ha moments they'd had at my cost :| 

~This ones managed to ridicule me even the more...another phobia, Escalaphobia :) Thats the fear of 'Escalator's' btw :) point to be noted i have this phobia [ONLY THE ONE TALLER THEN 2-3 FLOORS] that horrible thing which takes you to the next floor and you just have to stand and not move, and its not the elavator!!! It gives me the jitters...(now you know why I HATE UNION STATION !!) Its almost everywhere!! I usually wait for the elavator or quitely take the stairs, not before explaining it to people around me, and then again welcoming obnoxious stares :) People wonder, whats there to be scared of THAT thing! For me, its not just a thing, its a nightmare, don't you understand!!Actually, it all started when I was a kid, I was prancing around at world trade center on an escalator which was apparently not working! Some idiot thought I wanted to use it, and switched it on :| I was caught unaware, and it somehow has gotten into my mind! and then on, while people use that horrible thing, I quitely slip back and use the stairs...literally the stairway to heaven :D People find it funny...I wish I could just ...errr...you know, make them realize how it feels !!! :(

~Lastly, I don't have any more random small talk to come up with! What to do? Just remember that you=you and not 'u', say no to slang, don't keep saying  what-the-fucking, don't ever try chilli sauce with sweet potatoes , never shop from Hobby Ideas, never go on evening walks with your mom and her best friend,  don't call a Keyboard a Piano :| ,  avoid reading 'dance of democracy' (atleast I do), don't think vampires are cool after you watch twilight, and lastly, dont dont ever dont ever never  tell your siblings  that your name means have something to do with COW in HINDI grrrrrrrrrrrr

Otherwise, Life is pretty much chocolate and  ice-cream :P

 

 

Still wild, will always be,Nandini !