:)..confused...

I think something is kind of wrong with me..i feel happy,normal,angry,upset,pissed,gleeful,loved,blah,nicey,grumpy,whiny,complacent,sleepy in the same chronological order in a couple of hours everyday..i also feel-'me nice girly','me mean','i don't care','i am right',wait,i am probably wrong'',but then i am right',fine..i am not','but i am sweet..duh','i should be nicer','i rock','i should study',but its my relaxing day dude','i want clothes and other things you wear with clothes','i want to talk to someone,'no,i am okay','thank god i like writing :)','i should walk less',probably i should sleep more ,'i should be less judgmental','but me nicey','why dont i care about global warming that much..i should:P?,'why cant he be here with me :(..as if he is not yes he is ..:) but still','love me','i love u [A] ...this inexplicable connection we share is cute','i should think about my future','i should be more accepting','awe.....','love me','me strong','why cant people always reply to messages:x,'why do i care','fine..i dont','USMLE, step1 exam, step2 exam may be 3, Medical rotation,then Medical Rasidance, no wait shopping:),'relax','i want tasty food everyday','love you','i dont even like you','my new pair of jeans is sexy but why so loose?haww'... etc etc etc...i mean how can i handle so much in one day..so many incoherent thoughts over lapping each other..contradictory ideas enter my head and contradict what i had thought just a minute ago..i mean i really need to decide certain things and stick to them...but its my relaxing time :)..i can have fun and sleep or not sleep chat all day or not ...:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))me nanu after all..i am allowed to be unreasonable and you i mean YOU have to deal with it..not giving you an option baby..muaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

Orkut

Orkut is a wonderful place to find friends with common interests. Orkut also helps one find dates.[not every one as lucky:)] It is an awesome site to keep in touch with your long lost classmates and friends who sailed across the ocean to pursue that degree they'd always been raving about.

Just like most other people in my age group who have access to computers and a decent Internet connection, I have an Orkut account. If I remember correctly, I have had it for about two years now. What started out to be this elite, by-invitation-only access where you'd find fellow geeks and nerds, proliferated into a site where even little 10years old has an account. and hence knows my friends, what they scrapped today and the testimonials they wrote.

Of course, that is a good problem to have.
But with Orkut going free for all the lame cheapoos who have come into orkut are actually destroying the main purpose of the site.....

There's a lot in a name - A lot of Orkut names sound like a riddle to me. So much that when one of them tries sending me a friend request or a scrap, I need to pull out a pencil to decipher the name. It is always some GoDfAtheR or ♥♥♥ अिनष ♥♥♥ a²+b²-m²+c²-h²+k² or DeviL$$EyE### or (-)@R$(-)@ thats my name ...!!!! or some name like "Jo Hua So Hua... Lelo Saaman Aur Chalo Goa..." or "DON" or "۞๑DINESHPAPPAN๑۞ ♥ ♥" or "**n0b0Dy'$ hErE ~~ M aL0nE !!!!!~~" or "Something i need tht u can provide..Ur absence" or "ForZa grAziA miLaNo.........." or "Nemesis MILANO ... Rinascita grande MILANO"
Gasp! Grow up, folks!

The picture - The profile picture is supposed to depict you. Or what you're trying to convey. Or your interests. What am I supposed to understand if I see a picture of a shirtless Salman Khan? Or Sharukh Khan wearing expensive glasses? Or Aishwarya Rai? Or a fat, drooling baby?

I mean how am I gonna recognize you if you put up a picture of your dog or your fav actor.....:O

Scraps, Fans, Testimonials Race - There's no chance in hell of you being unknown to a person who'll keep asking you to scrap him atleast 10 times a day just to increase his no. of scraps OR will keep asking you to write a nice testimonial OR asking you to become his fan..... whats the point dude..... again its completely senseless..... There aint no award by GOOGLE for the person with most no. of scraps or most no. of fans or most no. of Testimonials.....

Irritating Scraps - Dont have any replies to scraps like these :

dosti hoti nahi bhool jane ke liye,
dost hote nahi bichhad jane ke liye,
dosti karke khush rahoge itna ki,
waqt nahi milega aansu bahane ke liye. ...heheheheh looser ....


and get this ...
JO SCRAP nahin karte, unki scrap book main keede pad jate hai....so do scrap to me... i mean come on
FUCK..... this last one was a killer..... keede pad jaate hai..... damn GOOGLE needs to work on some kinda insecticide for such things!


sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

Brilliant Idiots... eh?

For all those who still wonder why we exist and why do our numbers keep changing...

Brilliant idiots are Genetically mutated with some unknown virus or in simple language probed such that our activities could not only be monitored but also controlled by our kidnappers from JUPITER... you can say that we are multi-personality clones of each other who look different but think alike!!!
The reason why are numbers keep changing is simple... its cuz in some of our brothers the mutation got permanent like me and Anjali while in others it was temporary and they got normal after the gene sequence in them which was altered got repaired by SELF MECHANISM of their LIFE!!!

Still curious... go and wiki the technical terms you /\55|-|0|_3, wiki-ing is a good habit and is also good for your brain!!!


sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

Are you on FB??

The blogging fever has really gripped me off late...I mean I actually think of what I can post next at 1 in the morning(****yawns****)..I get inspiration in the weirdest of places and in the middle of random conversations...Its like I have been gripped by Blogomania.

Its no wonder then that the minute i set my eyes on this status update on Facebook I had to post it here......all names have been changed to protect identities.

Read at your own risk!!

This was the status message Mr XXX updated on his facebook account:

XXX has got two boils inside his nose..... boo hoo :(( (Super Painful)

D Likes this
S at 5:28pm May 9
Hahahahaha

P at 5:30pm May 9
omg takecare it must be really hurting na??? aur sneeze aai to??

R at 5:56pm May 9
take care of both one by one

K at 8:22pm May 9 via Facebook Mobile
try sneezing........... :P

R at 12:07am May 10
atleast stop fingerin der bro

D at 12:11am May 10
Eekssss !!! Lol

A at 1:25am May 10
hmmmmmmmmmm... stop digging ur nose for a while lol:)

XXX at 2:27pm May 10
I am in pain n D likes this... u meano!
S dont laugh or ill give u a pain somewhere else... lol
Yeah P very painful yaa....
R took care of both......
K & A i dont dig like u guys..... lol
K gud one !

I am sure after reading this..you must be wondering...subah ke 1 baje aise inspirations aate hain kya...obsvly na yaar...wat else do u expect this .. i think i need to get a life naii ..? yes ..!!

sealed with a kiss by Nandini !

WTF !

Yeah ..i'm frustrated at this times for no solid reason which ruins my energy levels abruptly.Sometimes i feel how nice it would be to get rid of this tint permanently from my mind.
I used to be go-happy gal with no stress in life.Its no more .But i realized lately ,getting good amount of stress makes u smart n crispy !. It keeps ur senses high always.
but somewhere i feel am losing my connectivity wth my SELF.*i hardly remember how many times i dig into thoughts ,had enjoyed my cup of coffee,exposed myself to fresh air,A nice walk pondering onto my memories,lost in nostalgia ,spent a day doing **NOTHING**.
above all i must tell u one thing that i am not missing presently is " studying"!,
but have plans to start soon though .
but what about now ..?
Am i Happy??... Donno.
Am i missing my edge?
Not sure...
Any thing wrong with me?
Introspection Recommended..**
What next ...???..*Ringing in my mind

Every corner of my life is occupied with things that i have no control on em , i feel ,which are causing suffocation,i need time for myself. am i getting frustrated coz of suffocation ? is it because i failed to handle things they way i should have ?aww.....tooooo many questions ..!

I don wanna mug up self-help books to heal this ,and then there r some ppl to extend your frustration levels. but still ..Before i suggest making root-cause analysis for the real problem ,I planned to make priorities to help me cut down time on unnecessary thoughts which keeps me save my time on priorities like get well n get out of here ...so..till then i must hang in there ---i feel i really need fresh breather to kick start my mind..!

sealed with a kiss by Nandini!

The Make Out Session!

The class for Pathology was on. Me,and my friend Disha were sitting in the first row for a change.:)

Me : How come you decided to sit in the front row today?

Disha : Well,you know what? I was going through my notes yesterday and it turns out I didn't follow yesterday's class that well.

Me : Well,maybe because you were busy texting your guy in the middle of the class

Disha : Err,yeah maybe.

*silence*

Disha : Guess what! I got this new..

Me : I think it'll be better if you listen to the lecture today.

Disha : You listen to the class and explain me later!

Me : Yes,but you know what?

Disha : What?

Me : You need to shut up for me to listen to the class.

Disha : Right. Sorry!

So,we're in the middle of the class and ma'am puts on some slides for demonstration. Before she begins,she clarifies if..

Prof : Can everybody make out from the slide?

Few of us : Yes,ma'am. We can make out.:P

Prof : Are you sure? What about the last row? Can you all make out?

The last row yells : No,ma'am. Can you zoom it a bit?

Prof : Alright! Now,can you make out?

This went on for a while and Disha happened to speak up..

Disha : I guess sitting in the front row wasn't that bad an idea afterall.

Me : You're right. I don't feel uncomfortable anymore. :|

Shiney's not a shining star

Shiney Ahuja has one hell of a supportive wife. She with her big hair has been going all out in his favor. I don't get this - he said it was consensual right? How come the wife is still being so optimistic that he's innocent? Rape or no rape, he did have sex with the maid right? Or maybe he didn't confide at all. Whatever it is, there's never smoke without fire. OR is it 'there's never a fire without smoke'. No No definitely the first one. No smoke without fire. What's wrong with me!

Guys, tell me why, why do you cheat on your wives/girlfriends? No control only! Or girls.. even we cheat. I don't:). But the species does at times. Why do people cheat...?

Anyway. Nothing's 'happening' with me. Blaaaahh! Today's Father's Day and I am going to get something for my dad in some time. Fuckin no good movie to watch . Happy father's day

sealed with a kiss by Nandini!