God

I.. as all of you know by now have not much to do nowadays apart from studying and eating .so just to entertain my myself i had to do something .. so here is a link. It’s about how God must have created Earth and the things on earth, if there had been computers and programing at that time. How God created Earth, light, men, women, desire and freewill and how in the end, God screwed it all up. Worth a visit.

Here is the link. Go visit it now!

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Let's Talk!!

So, how are you today?

Yeah...you, now don't act so surprised. You, the person staring intently at your desktop/laptop screen trying to get a glimpse of the weird little thing I call my life...yeah, I AM talking to YOU. You didn't think all I do here is tell my story and get done with it, did you? No, I think of it as a two way conversation...except here I get to speak more, and nobody interrupts me until I'm done. So today i thought I'd let you talk...so I'm asking, how are you today?

And don't say you're fine. The same f***ing answer we keep on repeating day after day never really meaning it. Everybody says "I'm fine" But tell me, how do you really feel today? C'mon, I'm giving you a chance nobody else might...say whatever you want to say. Out of love? Ridiculously happy in love? Got an A-hole for a prof.or boss? Having the best day ever? Hate your job? Love your job? Wanna kill your neighbor? Or a colleague or your best friend :P? Looking great today? Having a bad hair day? Didn't notice your fly had been open all day? Can't stop smiling? Want to tell me that I'm so beautiful:P ? Just tell me. This time you speak first. I'll listen. And not judge. None of that.




waiting .... wating .... wating ..:)

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PMSing ....:O

I want to talk. Just talk. As in like go on and on about something me-related.
I want someone to call me and i won't call anyone because I want attention and not them.
Ideally someone should call me and tell me how fantastic and amazing and important I am.
Or I should have lotts of chaat samosas , all the sweets and the fat should go to someone else's body who actually needs it, someone like anjali :)
Why is none of it happening??
Two blog entries in 15 mins.... at least its close to talking.... Is anyone listening???

Mood swings are unavoidable. And irritating. You know that you are being unreasonable but you cant help it. And that's what makes them even more irritating. Aaaaaaaaaargh.

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100 truths about me !

100 Truths About Me..!!!
As u can see I do not have anything better to do in life :P
So Here Goes...........

LAST TIMES…
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Mom
3. Last text message: Barb
4. Last song you listened to: If today was you last day-Nickelback
5. Last time you cried: just while ago ,

HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? : No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Errr... Nooo......
9. Lost someone special? Yes. Keath A very good friend of main :(
10. Been depressed? Yea, I have my emotional attacks
11. Been drunk and threw up? yeahh :)

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. White
13. Blue
14. Black
15. Red

FIRSTS :
16. Made new friends: Yes,many. Right from school days and still continuing
17. Fallen out of love: No .. not that i know of ..:)
18. Laughed until you cried: Yes, when anjali couldn't stop laughing and I started laughing seeing her laugh
19. Met someone who changed you: Yes. Have met some people who have changed my outlook towards life
20. Found out who your true friends were: Yes. I know who they are, and in times of need, they prove me right.
21. Found out someone was talking about you: Surprisingly yes

HAVE YOU:
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Well ..:) yes
23. How many people on your friends list you can say true friends: there are some , lets not make me write there name here.
24. How many kids do you want to have: three :)
25. Do you have any pets: Nah, but like to have one
26. Do you want to change your name: No.I like it
27. What did you do for your last birthday: Got my ass kicked, had a great time with friends and family.
28. What time did you wake up today: it should be what time you went to sleep ..:P but yaa .. i didn't sleep yet ..:)
29. What were you doing at midnight last night: studying ..:( sad na ..
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for: clearing my USMLE exam
31. Last time you saw your father: last night right before he came to my room to say good night.
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Learn to say NO to some things
33. Most visited web page:Facebook/Orkut/Gmail/mymail.wusm.edu

WHAT'S YOUR :
34. Name: Nandini
35. Nicknames: nins, nanu, bebo, n more
36. Zodiac sign: Virgo
37. Male or female or transgender: Female
38. Elementary: Gaithersburg Elementary,
39. Colleges: UMBC, and Windsor University School of Medicine.
40. Hair color: Brown
41. Long or short: long
42. Height: 5'feet 6inches
43. Do you have a crush on someone? not reallyyyyyyyy a crush... no i dnt think so...
44. Ever been in love? Yes, i'm right now :)
45. Piercings? yes
46. Tattoos? Nah. Won't exactly go with my physique :P
47. Righty or lefty: Righty
48. First surgery: june 21st 2009
49. First piercing: At the age of 2 I guess.... maybe even before that
50. First best friend: Anjali Singh
51. First sport you loved: and still love - Soccer
52. First pet : rabbet
53. First vacation: U.S.A. i think or may India.
54. First concert: Jagjeet Singh. i went with dad :)
55. First crush : do i have to write ..?
56. Eating: Nothing right now
57. Drinking: Water
58. I'm about to: Finish writing 100 truths and update my blog, and then get back to reading a paper(maybe)
59. Listening to: Never gonna be alone-Nickelback
60. Waiting for: to go out :)

YOUR FUTURE
61. Want kids? Yes, ofcourse. Didn't I answer this before?
62. Want to get married? Yeh sure..... the question is When? :P
63. Careers in mind? I am doing my best to be a Doc. all the best to me ..:D

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Lips i think :P
65. Hugs or kisses: Can't I have both?
66. Shorter or taller: Taller
67. Older or Younger: Younger is bettter i guess :P
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both..!!!
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice Arms
70. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Nah
74. Lost glasses/contacts: Yea, lost my contacts in my wash basin
76. Broken some one's heart: I think
77. Had your own heart broken: Nope thank God :)
78. Been arrested: Nope, but I have been in a police van once
79. Turned someone down: Cant say
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a boy? Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: Yes... Completely ... quite blindly
82. Miracles: Miracles happen if you make them happen
83. God: I dont know but There is someone out there.
84. Love at first sight: No, you need to know someone to love them
85. Heaven: I believe in hell
86. Santa Claus: No. That big fat guy is just to fool the kids
87. Kiss on the first date? Nah
88. Angels: Sweet people=angels
89. Devils: Yes-I am the big one :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes,
91. Had more than one boyfriend ? Never
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yes (a list is already coming in my mind):P
93. Among your friends, whom would you like to kiss? A :D
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? No
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? : NEVER

ASSOCIATE WITH SOMETHING YOU WEAR :
96. White: comforter
97. Black: T-shirt
98. Red: Manchester United Jersey :)
99. Pink: Dress

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Yes. :)

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:)..confused...

I think something is kind of wrong with me..i feel happy,normal,angry,upset,pissed,gleeful,loved,blah,nicey,grumpy,whiny,complacent,sleepy in the same chronological order in a couple of hours everyday..i also feel-'me nice girly','me mean','i don't care','i am right',wait,i am probably wrong'',but then i am right',fine..i am not','but i am sweet..duh','i should be nicer','i rock','i should study',but its my relaxing day dude','i want clothes and other things you wear with clothes','i want to talk to someone,'no,i am okay','thank god i like writing :)','i should walk less',probably i should sleep more ,'i should be less judgmental','but me nicey','why dont i care about global warming that much..i should:P?,'why cant he be here with me :(..as if he is not yes he is ..:) but still','love me','i love u [A] ...this inexplicable connection we share is cute','i should think about my future','i should be more accepting','awe.....','love me','me strong','why cant people always reply to messages:x,'why do i care','fine..i dont','USMLE, step1 exam, step2 exam may be 3, Medical rotation,then Medical Rasidance, no wait shopping:),'relax','i want tasty food everyday','love you','i dont even like you','my new pair of jeans is sexy but why so loose?haww'... etc etc etc...i mean how can i handle so much in one day..so many incoherent thoughts over lapping each other..contradictory ideas enter my head and contradict what i had thought just a minute ago..i mean i really need to decide certain things and stick to them...but its my relaxing time :)..i can have fun and sleep or not sleep chat all day or not ...:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))me nanu after all..i am allowed to be unreasonable and you i mean YOU have to deal with it..not giving you an option baby..muaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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