Yeah ..i'm frustrated at this times for no solid reason which ruins my energy levels abruptly.Sometimes i feel how nice it would be to get rid of this tint permanently from my mind.
I used to be go-happy gal with no stress in life.Its no more .But i realized lately ,getting good amount of stress makes u smart n crispy !. It keeps ur senses high always.
but somewhere i feel am losing my connectivity wth my SELF.*i hardly remember how many times i dig into thoughts ,had enjoyed my cup of coffee,exposed myself to fresh air,A nice walk pondering onto my memories,lost in nostalgia ,spent a day doing **NOTHING**.
above all i must tell u one thing that i am not missing presently is " studying"!,
but have plans to start soon though .
but what about now ..?
Am i Happy??... Donno.
Am i missing my edge?
Not sure...
Any thing wrong with me?
Introspection Recommended..**
What next ...???..*Ringing in my mind
Every corner of my life is occupied with things that i have no control on em , i feel ,which are causing suffocation,i need time for myself. am i getting frustrated coz of suffocation ? is it because i failed to handle things they way i should have ?aww.....tooooo many questions ..!
I don wanna mug up self-help books to heal this ,and then there r some ppl to extend your frustration levels. but still ..Before i suggest making root-cause analysis for the real problem ,I planned to make priorities to help me cut down time on unnecessary thoughts which keeps me save my time on priorities like get well n get out of here ...so..till then i must hang in there ---i feel i really need fresh breather to kick start my mind..!
sealed with a kiss by Nandini!
