:)..confused...

I think something is kind of wrong with me..i feel happy,normal,angry,upset,pissed,gleeful,loved,blah,nicey,grumpy,whiny,complacent,sleepy in the same chronological order in a couple of hours everyday..i also feel-'me nice girly','me mean','i don't care','i am right',wait,i am probably wrong'',but then i am right',fine..i am not','but i am sweet..duh','i should be nicer','i rock','i should study',but its my relaxing day dude','i want clothes and other things you wear with clothes','i want to talk to someone,'no,i am okay','thank god i like writing :)','i should walk less',probably i should sleep more ,'i should be less judgmental','but me nicey','why dont i care about global warming that much..i should:P?,'why cant he be here with me :(..as if he is not yes he is ..:) but still','love me','i love u [A] ...this inexplicable connection we share is cute','i should think about my future','i should be more accepting','awe.....','love me','me strong','why cant people always reply to messages:x,'why do i care','fine..i dont','USMLE, step1 exam, step2 exam may be 3, Medical rotation,then Medical Rasidance, no wait shopping:),'relax','i want tasty food everyday','love you','i dont even like you','my new pair of jeans is sexy but why so loose?haww'... etc etc etc...i mean how can i handle so much in one day..so many incoherent thoughts over lapping each other..contradictory ideas enter my head and contradict what i had thought just a minute ago..i mean i really need to decide certain things and stick to them...but its my relaxing time :)..i can have fun and sleep or not sleep chat all day or not ...:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))me nanu after all..i am allowed to be unreasonable and you i mean YOU have to deal with it..not giving you an option baby..muaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sealed with a kiss by Nandini !