Saturday, November 14, 2009

Sometimes..i feel



Sometimes..life's strange
Sometimes..its better not to show that you care
Sometimes..silence IS golden
Sometimes..you realize that you've realized something far too late and then you can do nothing about it
Sometimes..you realize that you are in love with your best friend :)

Sometimes..you have to hide your feelings,the pain,the agony,the anguish seeing your best friend in so much pain when  all you want is her to be happy.
Sometimes..you cant confess your feelings .
Sometimes..its better not to say anything,put up a smile and watch life going by.
Sometimes..you feel so helpless that it kills you inside..slowly,deeply,incurably.
Sometimes..you can see something  just slipping away from your hand but all you can do about it is stare at it helplessly
Sometimes..you reach a stage in life when you think you've done your share of hard work,you've been the most intelligent and sought after one for the time enough,then you adopt a laid back attitude in life though still not wanting to give away your prestitious position of being a perfectionist,to some one else..and then you feel like a loser..sometimes..most of the times..
Sometimes.. you think all that matters is  you.
Sometimes ..you struggle hard to fight back your tears but all you end up with is more of them
Sometimes..you try hard to put all your thoughts,frustration,sadness,fears,contemplation in a poem but what you come up with is just another cliche',hard to comprehend rambling which does not frustrate you further because you are already too frustrated to give a damn
Sometimes..you really ,badly, want things to be like they used to be..almost perfect
Sometimes..life can be so harsh
Sometimes..you are given no choices, only lectures about being strong and "deal" with it


 Federer- God,its killing me..
I - Me too..

consequently,


Still wild, will always be,Nandini !