Its after ages that I got this free time to myself!! I decided, like always, to do something, like something productive! And surprisingly I did!! I did afterall clear up my shoe cabinet and this little cabinet I use to dump everything into, everything means everything! Towards the end of it, I had this huuuuuuuge pile of things I decided I would chuck out. Shoes, flippers, chappals, formal wear, stuff to be worn on kurtis, more flippers, more chappals, some flats which I brought myself and had completely forgotten about, some which I NEVER wore after say a few times, and even after all this, I, currently own precisely 145 pairs of foot wear out of which am sure only very few are going to be used, really. Over from the cabinet I discovered bottle and bottles of lotions and creams I’v never used, nail paint bottles, glosses, anklets, bangles, watches, (!!), clips, bands, sachets, age old toothbrushes (!!!), atleast a zillion earrings, long forgotten notes of $10, even a music player!!! My next target is my wardrobe, and that pile is going to be yet another story altogether!! Basically, when I actually got thinking about when and how and why did I buy most of this stuff and when and how and why did I forget about it, I realized that THIS junk is only a little chunk of the massive pile of things, people, commitments, resolutions, ideas, grudges, favors etc etc that we forget. And I mumbled an oath to myself, like I always do, to never forget things now on.
Oh yes, that does mean that I will now on wear/use stuff I buy, not once or twice, but over and over again, just to please those things who died waiting to be worn/used by me :)
I will never buy stuff which is black in color, cause most of the stuff I chucked out was black in color.
I will never buy clothes from Nordstrom cause most of the stuff I buy from there does not appeal to me after I get back home.
I will not wait till nail paints dry up and then convince myself that adding nailpaint remover will un-dry it and never end up actually doing it.
I will never buy anything apart from lip gloss and kajal, the only things I actually use.
I will never stock sachets and sachets of shampoo only to change the brand altogether.
I will never buy girlie or frilly tops, singlet’s, tunics or stuff of that sort cause I bloody can’t see myself dress up like a Barbi Dall .
I will never talk to Pooja (cause if I do, I will end up screaming and abusing her, and , Gyaani ji says we shouldn’t talk ill or make fun of others…no no no)
I will not pass comments on how my prof looks like a dried mango seed, precisely (cause Gyaani ji says we shouldn’t talk ill or make fun of others…no no no)
I will never pass a comment on anyone’s fashion sense may they be wearing orange striped denim or torn stockings (you already know why :P)
I will not loiter around in the Cafeteria every day, munch on random stuff a bit less even when am not hungry.
I will not suck on a straw until I can feel the taste of the plastic glass.
I will not waste my time , instead go to the library and study.
I will try and not be the last one to enter my class, and the first one to leave.
I will not think about " someone" in
I will stop wearing a watch, so that i wont be tempted to check the time every second .
I will not listen to Kelly [ my new friend ] even if she has something interesting to tell me, like the guy on the last bench resembles a lizard or worse, like the freaky kid from The Grudge. No I wont laugh till I cry and get distracted even when she imitates and screams like the freaky kid.
I will not take people to places I myself don’t know about.
I will not sleep in the train, cause these days I don’t always get up at the right stop.
I will not go to class at all if I get up on the wrong side of the bed.
I will not go ahead with the day if I spot a spider in the morning.
I will not put myself to sleep listening to Superstar and then have the stupid song stuck in my head for the rest of the day.
I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)
Oh and I also wont ever walk out unintentionally when Mom’s talking, she dint talk to me for a good whole day the last time after that.
Oh and I’ll stop treating my blog like Paris Hilton treats her pet pooch, like groom it and all…just shows HOW jobless I really am inspite of having such a long NOT to-do list :/
Yes, I wont.
Still wild, will always be,Nandini !
